Is it always gonna feel like this?

I hide it, but it's still there.

The feelings that tell me I'm never going to win.

That I'll always be a loser.

Others are so talented and gifted and have so much to offer the world.

I don't.

I hope and pray that it'll happen to me one day.

Doubt shrouds all. More like knowledge.

What can I do?

Nothing.

I'm useless.

Why does anyone even like me?

Worthless.

Learning to Accept

That maybe I'm not good at anything.

I try. Time and time again.

And fail. Time and time again.

Maybe it'll work out.

Maybe God blessed me with..something.

But I don't think so.